April 20, 2009

Upset.

Omg.

Here I am. Writing to you yet again. I little more often than usual but that's okay.

I'm upset. Ha, no surprise there. About what? Nothing important. It's nothing that would make me say "I hate my life" or to make me want to cry openly.

1.I'm upset about church. I don't want to go there anymore. It's not that I'm loosing my faith or anything. I just don't like it there. I don't like the people. I don't like the functions. I just don't like it.
2.I'm upset about my weight. Why the hell am I such a fat ass?
3.I'm upset about the rain. Rain brings worms. Worms are my worst nightmare. I literally want to scream and run whenever I see them.
4.I'm upset about my school trip. I can't go. They're going to watch a play of Romeo and Juliet. I can't bring myself to ask my mom for money. It sounds way too greedy. The trip costs $35.
5.I'm upset about my dad. He's gone on vacation. Without me. I want him back… Now.
6.I'm upset about the Twilight Bandwagon. I'm sick of how the majority of twilight fans are fake.
7.I'm upset that I'm still here, in tech class.
8.I'm upset that I haven't seen my nephew in awhile. A long while.
9.I'm upset about my scars. Just adding onto what is already ugly.
10. I'm upset that people don't know – Don't realize – how upset I really am today.
-Follower

April 17, 2009

Tech Class

Yes, it's me, the follower! Who would have guessed? Not me. Lol

I'm in tech class right now, as you would have guessed, due to the title… Okay yeah, I'm stating the obvious. I hate Technology class. Why, my dear follower, you ask?

WHY?!

Because its boring. Its not that it's boring exactly, Its that its so essential… And I'm an academic kind of girl, you know? I realize that this is not the normal way I usually write to you but…. This happens as a result of extreme boredom. This, my friends, is what my brain sounds like in tech class.

Wow, so its easy, shouldn't that be a good thing? You would think, wouldn't you?

Well…. I guess that's the only positive side to this class. How basic it is. I'm a computer hacker, and this class is trying to teach me how to type. Lol, I guess right now, I have no clue what I'm doing then, do I?

But, I… I get so bored! And I sit beside weirdoes. One of them is trying to read what I'm typing but he can't because I minimized the screen as much as possible.

Yupp.

My Tech teacher is so friendly. So friendly that it could almost be patronizing. But I still like him. That's another plus.

I wanna describe the wierdoes.

One, is very masochistic. Arrogant. Like "Yeah, who's the man? That's me" kind of guy. He makes me mad.

Next to him is some kid. He's short, dweeby. And he's constantly staring at me.

Gawd. Let this end.

-Follower